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and fooled around all morning until I left, frazzled and braless, to play a daytime showcase.
I was bored on tour, and having this man who desperately wanted to know all the details of my sexual encounters was funny. As much as I always played the hardass, I was a black hole of need.
That’s true of anyone who seeks so much validation from others. His fetish gave me a new backbone for my confidence.
Normally sexting was a frustrating form of communication, but with Florida I got to have my cake and eat it too. I was in Manhattan again, and after my show at the Bowery Ballroom, Florida and I hopped in a cab and headed to the hotel he had booked.
Armed with three bottles of wine and two months worth of build-up through our text messages, I was charged up for the sex of a lifetime. You get me sexually.” I don’t have the stones to tell him the truth.